I don't smile anymore because I miss you too much for this. You miss me, you love me, you want to hear me - but you don't want me to come to you. I will never understand...
But I just want to be happy - with you! With the man I love and who loves me.
A big hug from you could do what time will never do - it would heal me. It would make me so happy... to hear your voice, to see your smile, to feel your closeness.
That is the only thing that can make me happy. That's all I really need, honey. YOU!!!
I love you, Süleyman.